[The silence that follows is deafening and Beat shifts in his seat, idly working on the sketch once again. He wants to say something to break the tension but he doesn't know how to fill the dead air between them either.
When he does open his mouth, Aerith poses him with the question, and he finds his staring at her with his mouth wide open.]
...I—
[Would be have gone faster? Would he have opted to stay to help distract Eustace where he could? Would that have even made a difference?
He hadn't spoken to anyone about what had happened at the cliffs, at least not yet. Phantom had gotten a glimpse of the nightmare energy taking a hold of him, giving him hallucinations. If he had been just a little strong, less susceptible to what he had seen, maybe the situation back in the wouldn't have become as dire as they had found it.
His closes his mouth and presses his lips together into a thin line before he opens them once more.]
Probably woulda tried to get back faster... and not get distracted by other shit. [Maybe distracted wasn't the right word to use but that's what he felt happened.] I mean, least I could done was something 'sides tellin' Idris to watch over ya.
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When he does open his mouth, Aerith poses him with the question, and he finds his staring at her with his mouth wide open.]
...I—
[Would be have gone faster? Would he have opted to stay to help distract Eustace where he could? Would that have even made a difference?
He hadn't spoken to anyone about what had happened at the cliffs, at least not yet. Phantom had gotten a glimpse of the nightmare energy taking a hold of him, giving him hallucinations. If he had been just a little strong, less susceptible to what he had seen, maybe the situation back in the wouldn't have become as dire as they had found it.
His closes his mouth and presses his lips together into a thin line before he opens them once more.]
Probably woulda tried to get back faster... and not get distracted by other shit. [Maybe distracted wasn't the right word to use but that's what he felt happened.] I mean, least I could done was something 'sides tellin' Idris to watch over ya.