[And that was the truth. No one has said anything about them blaming him for doing what he did, but a part of him still blamed himself for not being able to help the others. The only one who probably thought that was was himself. The nightmare he had soon after only helped accentuate that feeling of inadequacy he'd already been fighting with even more.]
Seein' everyone so messed up after jus'... really stuck with me I guess.
[He had his head lowered as he spoke, but he peeks out from behind the fringe of his hair to look back at Aerith. She was the only one he had seen up close, making it so the image of her remained so vividly in his mind. He hadn't known what to do then, but knowing that Eustace had done that, even if he wasn't in the right mind, made Beat's blood boil at the moment.]
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[And that was the truth. No one has said anything about them blaming him for doing what he did, but a part of him still blamed himself for not being able to help the others. The only one who probably thought that was was himself. The nightmare he had soon after only helped accentuate that feeling of inadequacy he'd already been fighting with even more.]
Seein' everyone so messed up after jus'... really stuck with me I guess.
[He had his head lowered as he spoke, but he peeks out from behind the fringe of his hair to look back at Aerith. She was the only one he had seen up close, making it so the image of her remained so vividly in his mind. He hadn't known what to do then, but knowing that Eustace had done that, even if he wasn't in the right mind, made Beat's blood boil at the moment.]
Jus' wish I coulda done more for y'all, you know?